I have a problem with comparing myself to others. I do it constantly. It's a hard habit to break. I often find myself feeling inferior in one way or another. I grew up a little differently from the typical LDS family. Or at least that's what I perceive. It was a wonderful upbringing, despite some bumps and mistakes, but it wasn't the typical LDS childhood. Sometimes I feel guilty about it or weird or outcast because of it. I don't share a lot of the same ideologies as my friends. I generally keep quiet when they debate so that I don't rock the boat or bring on judgement. I went through enough of that through high school (back when I was more outspoken and fearless).
Anyways, I'm feeling a little sad tonight. Sometimes I don't recognize myself.
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